College? Already?

I'm kinda freaking out. Today I made plans to take Cody to look at some schools back East. Tonight was also the Nordic Ski Banquet. I realized tonight that next year Cody would do Nordic Skiing again - but it would be his last year, and when he plays soccer it will be his last year, and in 3 weeks he will start his third year of Track - but next year it will be his last year! See - I told you, I am freaking out!

How can he be old enough to leave us in a year and a half. The really freaky thing is that Graham is just one year behind him!

Look at these two cuties!



Just to prove that my mind goes wherever it wants to - now that I've posted this adorable pic it reminds me that this was the camping trip that I broke down and bought Cody & Graham their first toy gun. Well, what I really mean is that it was the first toy gun that I purchased for them, they actually had others that were gifts from evil people that came to birthday parties for them. They were this cute silver-ish pair of shiny retro guns. It just looked so fitting with their adorable jean overalls. Of course a few months later the guns mysteriously disappeared! I know, bad mommy.

College. I just can't believe we are there yet. Luckily Cody desires a small liberal arts college - I don't know why I say luckily. Well, maybe because it feels like the right kind of fit for him.

I do feel that by the time Cody is really packing up and heading out the door he really will be ready, and I can already see that Graham will be ready too when it is his time. Seby and Zane - just don't start me on that!

I'm also turning 45 in a couple weeks maybe that is what is really freaking me out!